The Bardo:

Navigating the Dark Night of the Soul

In the realm of personal growth and spiritual awakening, few experiences are as profound or as challenging as the "Dark Night of the Soul."This term, rooted in mysticism and often associated with the writings of St. John of the Cross, describes a period of deep inner turmoil, confusion, and spiritual desolation. It’s a period where old patterns, beliefs, and attachments are stripped away, leaving a person in what feels like a void. However, this void is not devoid of purpose. The Dark Night is a sacred space where the soul undergoes a deep purification process. It’s a necessary dismantling of the ego, a time of profound introspection that ultimately leads to a rebirth of consciousness. What emerges from the Dark Night is a truer, more authentic self, free from the illusions and limitations that once held it back.

Is this You?

  • You feel as though life has lost its meaning or that previous beliefs and values no longer make sense.

  • You are questioning the very nature of existence, identity, and the meaning of life.

  • You have intense emotions, including fear, anxiety, and anger, often without a clear cause.

  • You feel a shift in your identity happening. You feel confused about who you are, as if your previous identity no longer fits or feels authentic.

  • You feel a deep sense of inner emptiness, avoid, or numbness that can't be filled by external things.

  • You have entered a period of deep introspection, often accompanied by a desire to understand oneself more fully.

  • There is a strong internal struggle between the desire to hold on to the old self and the pressure to embrace change or transformation.

  • You are a "cycle breaker," actively working to disrupt and change toxic behavior, beliefs, or traditions within a family, community, or society.

  • You are feeling alone, misunderstood, or disconnected from others, even those close to you.

  • You have physical symptoms such as fatigue, insomnia, or other physical ailments that seem to have no medical explanation.

  • You are feeling lost and directionless. You have a lack of clarity about the future or next steps in life, leading to feelings of hopelessness.

  • You have recurring negative thoughts and even may be having nightmares.

  • You have a strong urge to withdraw from social interactions and spend more time alone.

  • You have lost interest in hobbies that you used to love. You have apathy or lack of interest in activities that used to bring joy or fulfillment.

  • You feel burnt out and it is hard to find your passion and spark. you may be having difficulty at work or have even lost your job.

  • Despite the pain and confusion, a deep inner yearning for change, growth, and spiritual awakening.

This Program Includes….

  • The program is 8 weeks (2 months) and includes 9 intimate LIVE small group coaching calls. If you cannot make it live for these 90-minute calls, you can still benefit greatly from the recordings and participation in our private membership group.

  • A private membership group where you can connect with your fellow seekers, ask questions, and receive weekly resources.

  • Weekly activities and exercises specifically designed to manifest your calling and build your confidence.

  • Modules in Expressive Arts Therapy and Ritual

  • 24-page Enneagram report that gives you deep insights into your personality and behaviors. We will then meet individually for a one-hour session to discuss your results.

  • Strategies for dealing with blockages and tools for stepping into alignment.

  • Embodiment practices

This is a safe, sacred, and confidential space to express, enquire, and share your truth. Investing in this program is an investment in yourself and a declaration that you are ready to step into the light.

What You Will Learn…

  • How the Tibetan Book of the Dead and the Bardot can be seen as sacred text for navigating the Dark Night of the Soul.

  • An exploration into grief and how our culture suppresses it, even though it is the very thing that interconnects all life.

  • Lifting the veil of our generational and cultural conditioning and patterning.

  • Leaning into discernment and loving what is.

  • How to return back to the body and alchemize knowledge into wisdom.

  • Practicing surrender and the gift of impermanence.

  • Become more aware of your inner saboteurs and energy blockages so that you may create a whole new reality.

  • How to become more aligned and attuned to your limitations, needs, desires, and dharma.

  • Use the Enneagram, a powerful Archetypal roadmap, to build awareness around your core motivations and fears that might be blocking your spiritual enlightenment.

  • The power of ritual and prayer to help deepen your relationship to the Divine.

  • Connect with your ancestors and Guides to ask for support along this journey.

  • Energy management and the importance of embodiment, pacing, and boundaries. As healers and highly-sensitive beings, we are more prone to burnout and overextending ourselves. Practical tips on self care can go a long way.

  • Accessing the resource of razor-sharp clarity. Learning how to get more into alignment so you can truly step into your assignment.

The Cost of this Two Month's Program is $1,500

Additional Supplemental Offerings are Listed Below

If you want to move forward and come on this journey with us, I would love to connect with you to learn more about your calling and how this program might benefit you. Please fill out the form below and I will be in touch shortly.

What This Program Includes and What You Will Learn

At 36, I entered my Dark Night of the Soul, where everything familiar was destroyed, forcing me to confront deep inner and outer demons. Over the next eight years, I faced the loss of close relationships, battled chronic illness, and navigated immense personal and professional turmoil, including the deaths of both parents. Shaken to my core, I finally surrendered, letting go of control and embracing self-care and healing.

Through this intense journey, I transformed my greatest pain into my greatest power, emerging as a Minister who now guides others on their path to enlightenment.

I now offer the roadmap through the darkness that I wish someone had shared with me. Will you join me? You don’t ned to do this alone.

Meet Your Guide: Makenzie

Additional Supplemental Offerings

Private Ceremony

Having a private plant medicine ceremony with me offers a deeply personalized and sacred space to explore your pathway of grief. In this intimate setting, you’ll be guided to connect with your inner wisdom, uncover profound insights, and connect to the Divine. This ceremony is tailored to your unique journey, allowing for a deeper dive into your true expression. It’s a transformative experience that empowers you to step confidently onto your path with renewed hope and intention.

Cost of this Additional Ceremonial Offering is $2,000

  • Intake Form: You will take one last assessment that covers your physical, mental, and spiritual background and cosmology. This will be used for the ceremonial work we will be doing together so that I may get better acquainted with you and see a larger vantage point of how you are internally organized.

  • Intentions Session: We will meet to craft and create your intention for your ceremony. I will also educate you on best practices for deepening into the experience and working with the medicine.

  • Ceremony: I will build a beautiful ceremonial container for you to have a deep meditation with yourself for the day. This is your chance to connect with your subconscious and learn more about why this darkness is showing up for you, along with potential new pathways to explore!

  • Themes Session: Afterward, we will have a themes call to discuss the major downloads that occurred during your ceremony.

  • Integration: This is where we start building a roadmap of actionable items to turn this mystical experience into a reality. We will work together and come up with a game plan!

Spiritual Guidance

If you are looking for more support during or after this program, please let me know and I can offer additional spiritual counsel. Below are some additional ways that you are able tow work with me.

Microdose Protocol: Adding microdosing to this course offers several unique benefits that can significantly enhance your personal development journey. Microdosing, the practice of consuming sub-perceptual doses of psychedelics like psilocybin, has been reported to boost creativity, focus, and emotional well-being. By integrating microdosing into the program, you may experience enhanced mental clarity and a deeper connection to the material, allowing for more profound insights and breakthroughs. It can also help reduce anxiety and stress, enabling you to engage more fully with the course content and your cohort, fostering a deeper sense of community and collaboration. The Microdosing package is $800 and includes the medicine and 5 live online one hour coaching sessions.

Spiritual Counseling: We can book time outside of the allotted schedule to deepen into your core material. We can also take a deeper dive into your Enneagram number and come up with an individualized game plan for you. My counseling fee is $125 per hour.